Monster Ru

the weirdest dream

i am running, looking for a place to hide, trying not to get myself killed, in a monster of a building with spiral staircases that never seem to end. (not many of you know this, but i have a fear of - yes - (most) stairs. i can't cross an overhead bridge without panicking - more so going up then coming down.)

i am also running in search of someone. this someone is 2 years old, but is not human. i am looking for "it" because i have to stop "it" from killing itself. "it" wants to die and i am thinking no child should want to die, or even be old enough to know the concept of suicide. i do not know "it" but i know the reasons it wants to die.

i see "it" across from where i am, but i have absolutely no idea how to get there. there are several other non-human forms chasing me down the corridor. i lose them and then run into a room. its a huge room with a really high ceiling and space everywhere. since there are probably hundreds of rooms, i thought i'll try to catch my breath here before trying to locate "it".

there is a huge chair. i walk to it and there is someone (again, non-human) sitting in it. he is surprisingly very calm and he tells me more about the child who wants to die - i must make sure this doesn't happen. suddenly, a group of (more) non-human characters barges into the room and start attacking me. Spiderman in a batman suit is kicking the shit out of me! (i could actually feel the pain where he was kicking me and fuck it hurt like hell.) i think i am going to die and feel more regret and sadness for not being able to save the child than for my own death.

skip to

i see the child at the end of the stairs that lead to nowhere. we are probably a few zillion feet above nothing. it says something, but i can't hear it.

woke up, checked lower back and sanity

posted by 儒 @ 04:11