Monster Ru

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i am starting to doubt my ability not to say stupid things. sometimes i get tired of thinking too much before saying something. (i give up and this of course results in me saying stupid things.) sometimes i think a lot before saying something and i end up not saying it. and sometimes its the important things that you end up not saying. but so what then even if after deliberating, you do end up saying something? there is no knowing the consequences.

(forgive the weird post - i was locked up in an LT for several painful hours and is still sbbs at having wasted the lovely saturday morning whilst my husband was sitting at home, having an enjoyable time watching tv and drinking vodka)

There will be time, there will be time
To prepare a face to meet the faces that you meet;
There will be time to murder and create,
And time for all the works and days of hands
That lift and drop a question on your plate;
Time for you and time for me,
And time yet for a hundred indecisions,
And for a hundred visions and revisions,
Before the taking of a toast and tea.

T.S. Eliot

posted by 儒 @ 11:01